cHeNta

Cinta merupakan
penyemangat dalam hidup,
karena dengan cinta orang
bisa merasakan indahnya
hidup dan memahami makna
hidup sebenarnya, kata-kata
cinta dan rayuan gombal
hanya sebagai pemanis saja,
yang paling penting dalam
perwujudan cinta adalah
sebuah pengertian dan kasih
sayang,

whO caRE

who cares?

this town.
beautiful, nice weather, easy living.
people - pretty boring.
as a whole...

i'm trying to ramp up a little enthusiasm for our local Pride events.
one... maybe two of my hetero friends seems to give a shit.

after spending 3 weeks in Toronto, i'm finding it hard to bother trying to be social here.
aside from my bf and a couple friends (whom i only see for occasional coffee dates) not many people seem to have any depth of character.

harsh? maybe. probably...
but after hand picking wonderful friends over 10 years - friends who've completely enriched my life - it's hard to make small talk with people who are more passionate about speed boats than human rights.

i want art, i want opinion, i want compassion, i want empathy, i want intelligence, i want social awareness, i want adventure, i want comedy and ridiculousness.

but i fear becoming a hermit during my last 6-12 months and so i really need to make an effort.

sigh...